I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

:D:D

alright. jus a quick one. b4 i get my ass settle down to revise my work. test is on mon. 2 more days. am so shit dead. gg town laters to pass jor the money.

anyhow, am joking abt tat YC thingy. dun worry saddie gayger. LOL.
amstillcrazyoverthatassofmine :D

out-

you are the cutest thing alive :D:D\

anyhow, stay over at aunt house is total coolness. i love. ray is peeing and shitting all over. RAHHH. but i cant bear to beat her with the cane too. hahahha. and school is fun.fun.fun. didnt went school on tue. was late for 2 hours plus on wed. LOL. thurs i was like kinda punctual. :D and today. i was late for 20 mins. tot the test starts on 10am. wth. rushed thru my test. screwed it up totally ))): and huifang and jeslyn both overslpt. reached after the test ended. this is how power my gaygirls are. cheers* LOL

last few days, i am like. hmmm. uhmm. a drunkard? LOL. too high. HAHAHA. and yunli! why u so low? andndnd ACTING crazy over YC who is.. is... is.. COOL. HAHAHA. jeslyn is damn cute. ytd law lesson. i tried to pull of the short sleeve of her kinda offshoulder top. and she dun wan her _____ to show. den she keep raising her hand. HAHAHA. laughing my ass off. MRong tot she got qns to ask. LOL. tried wearing my specs in class. jes said i look even darker with tt dark colour spec. cool. and they says i look kinda nerdy. LOL> damn cool. lol

gg town laters to pass jor the ticks and money. den uncle is coming over to fetch us for dinner at night. dun feel like gg. LOL.i miss home. HAHAH.

alright. out-

RAHHH
i miss my gays )):
didnt went school.
cos one contact = uncomfortable.
one contact on left eye = more uncomfortable; cos blur.

anyhow, still hafta go NP laters. to pass the ticks. den to aunt house. yayness :D
i dun wanna stay at home.
i dun wanna online. and wait down there like a big fool.
i need to keep myself occupied. with rae and my schoolwork.
my exam are coming in less than a week.
its time to get all those shit behind my mind.
boy, dont take me for granted.
i have had enuff of trying.
to keep the bond gg strong.
when u dun seems to care.
trust me,
this time round.
i am stronger than this.
(:

today school is damn lame.

cos i was late for around half an hour. went in. put down my bag. went toilet with huifang. took out my right-eye contact. went back. and packed my bag and went home. -.-.-.-.-.-.- now is right eye infected lahs. damn. it was alright at first. everything went wrong the moment i stepped my feet out of the house. damn. i bet the air is dirty :P and when i reached home. everything was fine. my eyes are normal. so yea. went aunt house to seee RAE. brought my clothes all over there. so yea. tml will be easier. cool.

den went out with aunt and uncle. and came home at ard 8pm. went down to get my specs done. i told the guy abt my eyes. he said becos i nv clean my contact properly. tats why. oh well. i am left with one contact till thurs. to get my new spec. boooo.)): back to wearing specs. damn ass. but i swear i will change back to contacts once my eys are better :D:D so yea. will be a nerd for the time being. a potential nerd :P:P

enuff of crapping. i cant wait for tml school to end. to get my ass to my aunt house. and gay with RAE. total coolness. i love <3

i hate my sis.
she is damn damn selfish.
she dun allow me to use the contact lotion she bought like long ago.
even when i sounded to my mum that my eyes are infected.
and i asked her.
she still said she din buy.
fuck.
i saw it myself ok.
i took the key and open the drawer you lock it up.
ass hole.
and i know u read my blog.
and update mummy with the stuffs i do (sometimes)
and when you found out i read your blog.
you went to the extend of locking it up.
fuck it

WAH LAO

i am freaking hungry ):
ytd supposed to nap till 9pm. but NO ONE wake me up. no dinner can. and i slpt all the way till this morning :P and i hope i will study later.

and i wanna go shopping. hopefully next week or after the term test week. oh well. tests are coming. real soon can. )): and i will be gg aunt house on tue. yayness. i will drive RAE crazy :D or rather she drives me crazy. gayness :D

bye all.


i'm sorry for being so weak

i'm missing you crazy

i keep losing ground

my left eye is DAMN irritating. its kinda infected. and its damnn painful for the whole of this morning. RAHHHHH.. and i look so dumb in those pics today. HAHA. but now. its kinda ok already. -.-

went to turb club in the morning? to do CIP with my class peeps. damn COOL i tell you. i love the horses. but i am scared of them. and i wanna go and have a pony-ride!!! anyone interested? :P so yea. we went there to paint the fences. and we got like free lunch and drinksss. its on the house. coolness can. and the sun is damn HOT. and for the first time i actually whinned abt being under the sun., i mean i din do tat for so long. i love uncle sunny still ((((: and partly is becos of my left eye. its closing all the time. -.O anyhow, the toilet is air conditioned. HAHA. and we went in most of the time to clean ourselves up and. SLACK. heheh.

anw. ytd school was fine. went town with my 2 gaygers. had swensen for lunch. damn cool and gay. after tat, dropped by woodlands to see RAE. yayness. she has like grown quite a lot. bigger in size now. and. BITE. beware jeslyn! :P alright. uncle came to bring us out to sembawang beach to slack. aunt cooked fried rice. brought there. so yea. ate and chatted. and uncle fetched us home.

came home. wanna online. but ass the com can?-.-cant sign in to msn. damn ass. i tried for like 1 hour can. and gave up and turned in. ultra tired. and i woke up at 6 am today. but yea. still late. missed 2 trains.

and i wanna nap now.

GOODBYE-

misses

You're are my superwoman.
I'm your superman.
You're are my superman.
I'm your superwoman.
:D:D:D

cool. we keep saying these few lines to each other. HAHA. my gaygirls are cool. damn cool luhs. :D
alright. didnt online ytd. cos i went to slp at evening. supposed to wake up at 9pm. but yeah.. all the way till morning lahs. never study ): waste time. and its like one week plus to the first term test. fuck fast. am not ready yet can. still in holiday mood :D so yeah. i am blogging early. later will be studying. yeah. i am like such a good ger.

and my gaygirls are coming over to see RAE. yayness. i love. but tats provided. we gg aunt house stay. if not yeah. rae will be at cousin house ): today lesson.is cool but dry. but i didnt fall aslp. :D:D:D jeslyn was like in her lala land halfway thru law lesson. slaps her ass- :P

BYE-

"absence makes a HEART fonder.." -.- stares at yunli- she laughed her ass off

Superwoman- Karyn White

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh, If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me...
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...


cool song i heard over the radio during lunch break at foodcourt3.
school is great(:
drawing lesson is damn hard. drew till i drop. lol. den we out to slack at around 12 plus with huifang&jesyln. and yunli called and said lesson is over. LOL. i tink we took damn longgg. slacked at the staircase. LOL.

after tat is law tutorial. alright too. assignment is easy. i love LAW lesson <3
gayed ard with the girls too. HAHA. went library to do our one mini project. and then. Hmmmm. home! yeah. fed choco awhile, packed stuffs. supposed to go BP to study. but end up ate at KFC and went home. lol. dropped by pet shop to get some stuffs. and look at the dogs. damn cuteeeee. <3

anyhow, aunt is gg overseas again. like next week? and we will have RAE all to ourselves. yayness :D:D:D

BYE all

i wanna RE-BLOG :D
am normal now:D:D:D

got lotsa things to say. i woke up late. so yeah. late as usual. 20 mins. den journey to school is lonely. hair damn messy. cos i lazy to tie. Hmmmm. took LRT. i dun trust BUS anymore. den i saw this ultra cutie boy on LRT. he is studying in the appletree? so i guess around. 2-4 years? lol. he is with his maid. on the way to school. so yea. when he board the LRT. he sat sorta beside me. and u know wad he told his maid?!!

he went like" the jiejie over there is pretty" (points to the other end of the LRT. i dunno where he pointing also)

hahaha. den i was like smiling to myself. imagine a 3/4 years old kid knows how to see gers already. HAHA. and the maid is friendly lahs. yeah (:

so yeah. later on he began to like kick the you know bottom of the seat. got one metal thing. made lots of noise. and

the maid went like. " u kick somemore, later the police comes and catch you" (her hand pointing to a LRT staff inside)

and the cutie went like" no! no! police not dress liddat!" HAHAHA. see how intelligent he is?

thenn....

he went on saying" later he catch me. cannot go school.....blahblah"

the maid said" yar.. den how u gg to tell mummy and daddy??"

den he was like giggling away. LOL. damn cheeky can. hehehe :D

okie. so reached school. lecturers, tutorial and practical. had fun with my gaygers. :D oh ya. saw sam's neoprints. HAHAH. she look damn innocent last time can. heheh. den we were basically gaying ard the whole day. making budget rings for one another. lesing with one another. JESYLN is damn cute can!! and fierce too. LOL. dun provoke her. :D

anyhow. i wish we will have a camp or something liddat for the year one. den can gay with my gers day and nights! HAHAHA.
PURE GAYNESS<3>

alright. i promised sam to be punctual tml. so i will turn in soon.
nights world.
sweetie dreams

:D

i am feeling so UNEASY all over. )):
and the tot of schooling tml aint making things any better.
sucks.

!*$Y&!*)$&!()@#*!()$&!(*)!%&!@(*$)&!($*&
i am tired. but i dun feel like gg to slp.
my homework are not done. yet, i cant b bothered
my exams are coming in jus 2 weeks time. yet i haven start my revison AT ALL. )):
i wasted one long weekend. am such a slacker. i haven been paying attention in class at all.
once the moment the lesson starts each time. u know wad? i am waiting for it to end already.
WAH LAO. i cant believe it man.i got no motivations at all. and i dun wan be motivated at all.
i miss sec school life like real badly. i miss every single teachers over there. esp. miss serene lai.
i only love her lesson. and i mean really love it. i always looking forward to english periods.(:

and now. i tell you. i hate school. sucks!!! but i love to be with my friends.i hate tests tests and tests. i dun wanna grow up. and learn to work in tat complicated world outside.


ok. enough.
is MOTHER'S DAY. i love my mummy. though i always argue with her and all. still, you know. i love her :D




fuck moody. BYE

lalala~ shopping is great. (((:
but am quite broke. i need monday to come quickly! LOL

Hmmm. choco needs a mate. i gonna buy a girlfriend for him soon, he is getting tooo HORNY. HAHA. and his milkbottle is spoilt. gay shit. lol

anyhow, went towning with angie. walked damn lots places. damn lots of nice things. yesyes. met Jordus at heeren to pass me the mos ticks. this stupid gay. LOL. the moment he saw us. he was like "come.i show you my body" den he stand up and wanna unbutton to show us how badly his skin peeled. LOL. and his arms too. HAHA. damn gay.LOL.

so yea. after tat we went to bugis. for angie to get her stuffs and then home. reached home at around 10.20pm. watched a bit of i not stupid2? quite nice yea. some parts are very touching. LOL.

alright. am lazy to go into details abt the stuffs today.


BYE!


>if i had one wish, i'd make you my whole life. and you will be my boy, make it right this time:)

I LOVE UNCLE SUNNY. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
the weekends are finally here. LOL.i am gg suntanning TML. cool.
DAMN COOL I TELL YOU! LOL.

i saw RAE today. cutie ger. but she is having stomach upset. and i fed her with pockey:D LOL. she misses me. i can tell. and i misses her too. YEAH. i love doggiesss. and i love chocolate too! i fed HIM with pockey too. am such a nice owner. HAHA.

hmmm. revision soon. yeah. real soon :S
i hope i wun get sun burn tml. i hate being sunburn. damn ass. the feeling is %#&@((*@* get it? LOL.

EVIL means: Every Villian Is Lemon (TRIS taught me this. damn GAY. haha)

and i got to run. BYEBYE


>yougotmyheartlocked:)

RAHHH

try pissing me off with ur damn fucked up attitude again. most welcome please(:
GAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAY
tats it. enough of you.

lalalala~ school is fun. i love. i mean the company of those GAYIEST gers. cool eh. HAHA. mac breakfast+lunch as early as 10.30 am. we bought the whole set can. damn gay. when we have no time to sit down and eat. hafta rushed to another lesson. gobbled down the food like nobody business. LOL.

lesson are all alright! ECT lesson. i swear i was damn damn attentive. ((: good ger. pats my shoulder- HAHA. den start of law lesson was cool. falling aslp later on. LOL. den character lesson. DAMN COOL I TELL YOU. the game is damn fun. the moral of the story. DO THINGS THE RIGHT WAY. NO CORRUPTION! :D HAHA.

Hmmm. den after lesson. was one mad woman :P making weird sound. complained non-stop. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
all because of tat ASS. yes you. fucking gay I HATE ppl who shows attitude. ):<

Hmmm. back home. mummy says must eat dinner. so yea. curry. LOL. and she says fatter equals GOOD! -.-

anyhow, nights world
sweet dreams

>boy, you know am crazy over you:)

GAY-SAM is forever thinking tat am gg to faint anytime soon again. HAHA. and i love scaring her :P our laughing stock. :D and i love her the way she speaks chinese and her reaction. LOL

hmmm. school is tiring! i hate waking up early. and i am forever late. :/ i promise to be on time on the _________ day ok? :D i hate lectures. damn boring. i am slacking like ___.

and i miss tat girlfriend of mine. i wanna go shopping with you!. and dun forget our date on fri and sat. yayy! ((:

andnd...... i am starting my revison this coming weekend. on SUNDAY. coolness. HAHA. and such a..... good ger :P

i hate IT lesson! i cant catch up. cos i am so tempted to surf the net and blah blah. dead- and i haven got my thumbdrive yet. this weekend. am gg to get it :D

out-

RAHHHHHHHH
SCREAMS OUT LOUD-

give me a break. keep ur mouths shut.
i want silence.

I CANT WAIT FOR WEEKENDS TO COME. TO GET MY ASS OUT OF THE HOUSE.
)))):


i wanna be free
from this shit thing

WAH LAO. I WANNA SUE JESLYN.

SHE POINT MIDDLE FINGER AT ME IN MSN. AND SHE DENIED. SHE SAYS THE EMOTION POINT ME!! -.- YUNLI/SAM/HUIFANG!! JESLYN POINT MIDDLE FINGER AT ME. LOL ):

HERE'S THE PROVE.


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*middle

AND SHE SAID I LOOK GAY IN MY DP. WHILE YUNLI LOOKS INNOCENT. HOW CAN??????!!!

yeah. mummy says she gonna get a laptop for me soon (((: loves. hope she will get the sony one. so i can webcam with dd!! HAHA

i am such a good girl today. cos i stayed at home. online. fold clothes. and EAT. and my weight shot up. ): by 1.5 kg. LOL. no surprise. but am gonna maintain at this weight. mummy says wanna bring me go check up. slaps forehead* i am perfectly alright. i am not skinny like a monkey like wad jesyln said!!! argghh. i am normal. jus nice like wad he said (((:

i ate 3 fried bananas, 2 slices of papaya. half a bun and now dinner!! dinner i have veggies. 1 mushroom. potatoes and hotdog. and a.... kinda tonic soup. yea. am getting healthier! LOL

i am damn damn damn damn bored bored bored. can you see it? ))):
i am gg suntanning tml!! yeah! i will be a malay ger on mon! YEAH. and i am going suntan again on this coming fri with sani and all. who wanna go? oh ya. baoting! u wan goo? lets go and play volleyball. i miss 4A pple((:

and erm. mummy says dun eat in front of the com):

bye

HEY.

back. ytd site visit was alright. i cant wait to see JON's house when ready. lol. anw. fainted again ytd. -.- damn gay. LOL. the air there damn stuffy can? like very still air. and i keep yawn-ing and yawn-ing. guess lack of oxygen in brain. so i feel very dizzy. wanted to reach out for the table in front. but den... suddenly. dunno wad happened. i feel tat i hitted my nose. den pple started talking. and i knew i fainted. LOL. so i sitted down on the floor. rest my head on my hands. i didnt CRY ok. i keep yawn-ing again. when my head was down. LOL. den the designer was damn helpful. he wanted to send me home. but i decided to drop by cck. to meet ben for lunch. damn hungry. so yea. i was really alright. when in the car. ((: thanks for those concern :D

and i heard i really scare the hell out of SAM. haha. huifang described her action to me when in the car. LOL. okok i dun laugh. sorry yea sam? heheh. all my GAY partners are being scared. and my classmates too lahs.

anyhow, went home straight after lunch. bathe and i fell flat on bed. the uncomfortable feeling was still there. on and off. not the want-to-faint-feeling. dunno how to say. so take a rest. till this morning. LOL.


alright. gtg. out-

i feel so GAY now. LOL. cos both the GAYIEST gays are beside me now. looks at sam and yunli*

LOL. ok lahs. am getting cranky. IT LESSON IS SOOO FUN. -.- bored me to death.
RAHHHHH. i haven been listening. not at all. keep pestering SAM for help. Yunli is slacking like shit. LOL. jeslyn is acting quiet. Huifang is acting hardworking. LOL!! kidding. HF is a good ger. cos she says am a good ger. yes i am :D

i am damn hungry now. not cold anymore. i have alot of notes on the table right now. the tissue paper. wallet. hp. all on table. right now, am typing. cos i need to blog. to kill time. yes. my bag is on my lap now. they are starting on work. and why am i still typing. LOL.

OUT!

i WANTED to blog ytd. but got blogger got prob. damn gay. LOL.so nvr blog for so long.

Hmmm. am back. damn GAY. lol. the girls are GAY-ing and LES-ing ard. total coolness. HAHA. right yunli? you GAYiest. LOL. :P samantha the GAYiest-iest. ok ahs. enough of my bullshit. school has been fine. in fact great. jus tat i keep late for classes. form 15 mins. to half and hour. arghh. gonna learn to get my lazy ass up. and stop lazing in the bed. i woke up. but body too weak to get up. infact. i shld sleep early. i hate panda eyes. and eye bags. awful piece of shit. HAHA.

anyhow, today lessons are fine. i love LAW lessons with MRong. and the Character Development lesson. those funny talks abt sex. HAHA. lol. i love lunch break with the girls. we crap, joke and laugh ard. cool eh. HAHA. hmmm. went to see cao ge concert today. LOL. tat GARY CAO. yes him. i love the song superwoman. who got? send me ok. and the rest are fine. dun really listen to chinese songs. so yea. hmmm. took busES home today. cool. but too dark on my way back. i walked freaking fast. HAHA. got long hair indian guy infront. scare the hell out of me. HAHA.

tml lesson till 12pm.. den we going to the site for a visit. semi-d. JON's future house. with swimming pool. total coolness. i love (:

hmm. phone bill. i am paying. i wanna take back my words. i dun wan pay myself. i got lots of things to buy. LOL. but yeah. pay ABIT lahs. ):
anyhow, am selling ticks to the coming party ; VAUNT@MOS. at 18 bucks. tag if interested.


out(:

back at home.

still in holiday mood. arghh. i cant remember anything abt last week. all hw and stuffs. am so dead. HAHA. and i miss rayy. arghh. though my whole body will reek of dog smell. i still love staying over there. LOL. but too much good food. am putting on weight. HAHA.. anyway. my aunt might be gg overseas again for 6 months to work.and ray will be with us. yayy!

anyway.
i mad a BIG mistake. is RAE. not RAY. cos RAY is a guy. RAE is ger. LOL. okok. i duno wad to type already. went to esplanade with aunt, dog and angie and jolene. lol. walked ard. and we 3 gers headed to marina square to shop!! cos the park there freaking bored. am falling aslp. so we went shopping. while waiting for uncle. to finish attending his function at suntec. tat fucking rich guy. :x cos i jus found out he is the board director of the NTUC fair price can. argghh. LOL.

hmmmm. den we waited damn long for uncle. he not ready to fetch us. and we cabbed to aunt house. played ard with RAE and uncle came. ate. and he fetched us home. heheh. and busying unpacking my stuff. and now supposed to be finding info for the tutorial mini project., but end up chatting and blogging. arghhhh. kill me pls. LOL

ok lahs. got to run. BYEBYE